The ghosts of our past never rest easily; and sometimes, the voids in our lives never get filled.
I havent been on tumblr much anymore. I look at my dashboard now and its filled with mundane, often idiotic posts. There’s nothing of substance. No eyes to look into, just blank souls. I feel somewhere along life, I got left behind. Here i am, still trying to figure out myself, life, everything. Yet, i look around and everyone else is moving. I have too many problems feeling lonely. I can’t imagine how anyone feels complete with all the fragile and forgotten lives that surround them.
(Source: clarisselovell)
If there’s anything literature taught me about love, its that we can’t cage the beauty that captivates us.
(Source: clarisselovell)
I have to answer this message, because I can’t stand it staring me down every time I log in anymore. Whoever you are, an anonymous apology is unfair. You don’t look so sorry when I can not even determine who you are or why you’re sorry. Apology not accepted.
Honestly, its a really nice campus, and its a lot of walking. Plan on getting there at least 30 min before your class starts. I wouldn’t recommend taking any 8am classes. Im a psych major, most of my classes were good, but I never had a personal relationship with any of my professors or had any classes that left a lasting impression. Maybe I just never fell into the flow of a university student.
I haven’t started my class assignment. I’ve been procrastinating :/ I’ve been meaning to hang out with more photo students, but idk, im failing at that as well. Bleh. I have such a great desire to be artisic and expressive but such a bad way of going about it.
Have you been proud or happy with any of the assignments you’ve completed so far?
Scorpio October 5 2011
You may be struggling now with either a love or a purpose issue, Scorpio. You may be wandering what your authentic self wants - which dream is the most real, and which is motivated by your ego or your insecurities. In love, a true test is in knowing that you want the other person’s happiness as much as your own. And as for your purpose, or your reason for being, a good test for knowing is realizing that you want what you want despite what anyone else thinks. You are in a transition process, and you will make great progress in finding these answers for yourself during this period. Just be true to yourself.
I don’t understand why I still hope, why I still dream, why I still think that I have any unique significance in your life. Countless days have passed and still nothing. No, no forgiveness, no acknowledgement of what was, what could be, and what will never happen. Yet here I am, everyday bringing back a new memory, everyday encouraging my desires to continue strong. It’s all foolishness though, there hasn’t been any feedback from you. I feel like a fool for disrupting your bloodstream, your normal flow in life. It seems like our paths were only meant to cross to create another abandonment story, another learning experience our lives purposely put us though. The feelings I have come across because of your existence in my life these past few months haven’t been too nice. My memories seem like perfection, but your absence tells me they aren’t. …I’m now at a loss for words.
December 21, 2010
(Source: clarisselovell)
(Source: theallseeinghigh)
